To strive, to live, to stay alive

I didn’t want it to be

Me, on my own, no one but me

What can I do

It’s too late for me and for you

In all of my life

I just wanted you, us, together

Without trust

I let myself be blinded by nothing

And here I am

Alone, awake in my bed, wondering

Where did it go

If only things turned out differently

I could’ve just

Stretched my arm out, and feel you

Only if I knew You were never mine to begin with